To All The People I Pushed Away
Did I hurt you enough to make you cry? Cause I say I'm fine My knife to my heart as I die. The worst part is I am the killer It was always me Breaking my own pillar. Self-sabotage, an art in itself Denying all love When all I ever needed was your help. Truth be told I am unlovable Pushing you away was only fair Then why am I inconsolable? I crave, I crave for once to be hugged To be never let go of My sanity has been mugged. A person with nothing to give asking A filthy mortal Peeling, finally unmasking. I quit, I quit, I quit. Let me go, please I am no warrior Ignoring myself is my only expertise A villain's own villain, their very end Erased in history I caused myself to hell descend.