To All The People I Pushed Away

Did I hurt you enough to make you cry?
Cause I say I'm fine
My knife to my heart as I die.

The worst part is I am the killer
It was always me
Breaking my own pillar.

Self-sabotage, an art in itself
Denying all love 
When all I ever needed was your help.

Truth be told I am unlovable
Pushing you away was only fair
Then why am I inconsolable?

I crave, I crave for once to be hugged
To be never let go of
My sanity has been mugged.

A person with nothing to give asking
A filthy mortal
Peeling, finally unmasking.

I quit, I quit, I quit. Let me go, please
I am no warrior
Ignoring myself is my only expertise

A villain's own villain, their very end
Erased in history
I caused myself to hell descend.



Comments

  1. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2023 at 10:12 PM

    Omg ananya this is literally so beautiful that I want to cry.

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    1. Ann ChyJanuary 21, 2023 at 10:21 PM

      Let it out. Cry. It's okay sometimes

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    2. AnonymousJanuary 22, 2023 at 4:16 AM

      Wow. Beautiful.Period. Proud of you Ananya, love AZ

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    3. Ann ChyJanuary 22, 2023 at 4:35 AM

      I appreciate it.. Thank you

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  2. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2023 at 10:16 PM

    Dud this is sooo damn good u should publish ur own edition

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    1. Ann ChyJanuary 21, 2023 at 10:21 PM

      Thank you. I have a few others posted here too.

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  3. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2023 at 10:25 PM

    NGL this should have been in school textbooks

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  4. AnonymousJanuary 22, 2023 at 1:37 AM

    very touching :>

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  5. AnonymousJanuary 22, 2023 at 4:03 AM

    Damn thats so goood>>>

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  6. AnonymousMarch 8, 2023 at 7:22 AM

    why is this so good-

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